an open letter to the person i love the most.

Me…

All of a sudden, i felt ugly…

What was happening to me?

am trying to lose this damn weight but it seemed not to be working

am insecure…i have trust issues

it hurts

i felt small…not beautiful

i used to imagine that even if am not slim although not also fat(size 10), I still hoped to find someone that will appreciate me that way and appreciate the fact that i might be difficult to handle.

suddenly i felt stupid, i felt like who can love me dis way, the only thing anyone would want from me is just sex and once they have gotten it, am no longer useful.

today i woke up with that mindset

and today i realized i might never actually fine true love.

i feel different, i feel cold, i feel odd..

something changed inside me

something twitched!!

and now i wanna tell myself….

you are beautiful, you are unique in your own way and you will be loved for the right reason

you don’t need to be a size 6 to be beautiful, you don’t need to be jealous of others

the right person will come along, the one who deserves you

and trust me you will be fine>>>>>

 

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