All of a sudden, i felt ugly…
What was happening to me?
am trying to lose this damn weight but it seemed not to be working
am insecure…i have trust issues
i felt small…not beautiful
i used to imagine that even if am not slim although not also fat(size 10), I still hoped to find someone that will appreciate me that way and appreciate the fact that i might be difficult to handle.
suddenly i felt stupid, i felt like who can love me dis way, the only thing anyone would want from me is just sex and once they have gotten it, am no longer useful.
today i woke up with that mindset
and today i realized i might never actually fine true love.
i feel different, i feel cold, i feel odd..
something changed inside me
and now i wanna tell myself….
you are beautiful, you are unique in your own way and you will be loved for the right reason
you don’t need to be a size 6 to be beautiful, you don’t need to be jealous of others
the right person will come along, the one who deserves you
and trust me you will be fine>>>>>